maybe i should have put more of an effort into maintaining this blog after all. it’s pretty entertaining looking back at what was on my mind in the not-so-long-ago past.
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here i am in a new country and a new job, struggling once more to find myself in this foreign surroundings. I’m so thankful for the girls & the big pink boy though. No matter how these friendships might turn out over the course of our programme and the rest of our careers, they mean a lot to me right now. During and after an unpleasant day at work, these people keep me sane with their company, warmth and shared laughter.
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i’m sick of meetings that make me feel hopelessly dumb, in both sense of the word. Too stupid to understand what’s going on and only capable of mutely sitting at one corner. I want to do well at this job and I know that i’m not stupid but somehow, i can’t seem to express that side of me. i need to try harder.
i’ve never missed and hated the Singlish accent this much before.
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re-watching an old show with the girls at the med*na startled me. i never realized how much he resembled wright. i’m not a good fit for this role role but i do share her conviction. it’s finally time to close the curtains on this one and i’m finally, finally over you.
