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it’s been a somewhat emotionally tumultuous 2 weeks as i struggled to get used to new situations.
constant ups and downs as the smallest things made me changed my mind again and again regarding it. i’m happy to say now though that i am extremely thankful for landing this chance and that it’ll be a great [...]

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It has been an interesting first week spent on navigating the first job in my life.
What have I learnt thus far? (do note that this is a preliminary one-week “report” and subject to change after i accumulate more experiences)
1 ) There’s no pleasing everyone in the world. Best thing you can do is just to [...]

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An unpleasantly angsty chat with yeesh (sparked off by my all-too-preponderant feelings of inadequacy) led to her reminding me of the quote below – one which i loved ever since i read the book & watched the movie.
What does it mean when a quote keeps returning to your life, each time carrying as much meaning [...]

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X & Y

I hate the feeling of being compared to an alternative. It sparks off a waterfall of self-despise revolving around how insufficient i feel. I’ll never be as smart/smart enough. I’ll never be as pretty/pretty enough. I’ll never be as good/good enough. I’ll never live up to your standards nor mine. I’ll never be more than [...]

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I felt like someone had kicked me in the gut when I read that one harmless sentence. Oh yes, it would have been nice if you had told me earlier (even though I know it wouldn’t have made any difference). It just provides a strange sort of comfort to know, rather than being left [...]

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Summertime

I need someone to travel with, for around 2 wks in May, probably around the SEA region.
It’s occasions like these that makes me wish I had a companion, male or female, who can be reckless and travel the world with me.
Girl don’t let your dreams be dreams
You know this livin’s not so hard as [...]

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I was wiki-ing something about a CS* episode that I was re-watching and ended up at the page for G*P and finally, my alma mater. I found a hilarious segment in the article as quoted below:
At sports meets, R*S students cheer with a low-pitched growl. According to some sources, certain R*S pupils are overly assertive [...]

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Family.

CNY has never been an event that I look forward to.
It feels rather phony to visit my grandmother’s house to say hi and to make polite conversation with relatives whom I can barely recognise as we only bother meeting up once a year. In fact, there are some relatives that I wouldn’t recognise even if [...]

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